powers and new body parts aren't a danger to others i am, or will be what should i do, Noah? i want to leave, but i don't know where to go or where i *can* go or what i would do after
whoa hold on ryoji theres no need to jump to self-imposed exile yet. first things first is figuring out what the fuck it is. what caused you to transform last night? do you remember?
i don't really remember much from last night i was out walking, crossed a street... i think i almost got hit by a car again everything after was all a blur it felt more as if i- it? me?- were driven by instinct rather than thought
2. 'i'll be safe and sane as long as i don't almost die' would be easy enough to accomplish if it weren't for a fact that the last two weeks consisted of falling into the earth and nearly being torn apart by cats
i remember running- flying- fighting. time passed too quickly, like a dream, and i think i slept and i woke up, as me
yeah and prisons also meant for people whove DONE bad stuff. not just woke up with a weird power.
oh um im not saying youre a werewolf just sometimes they describe going into the wolf form, their memory is all blurry until they wake up the next morning usually naked or in the woods or something.
i dunno ive been reading up on supernatural stuff since this all started.
sometimes i wonder whether it would be better to be those people ignorant of all the strange things, or at least not caring people have been rejected from the app, haven't they? a police officer who moved out of town. the flower shop owner. i wonder why
i dunno which is better. ignorance is bliss but knowledge is power. so pick your poison i guess and i dunno. we dont even know why weve been chosen for the app, so how could we even start to guess why people have been kicked off?
i don't need power. i just want to exist- peacefully if i can there's less variables with less people, so it would've been easier to learn about those removed if only they remembered the app at all
i'll think about it more after i deal with more current problems
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What does one even say to that]
well fuck
that looks like something straight out of a heavy metal music video.
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a sword? some sort of magic?
i'm me again, now, but i don't know how to stay me
so
fyi i suppose
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are you still
[How do you even ask this? This is something out of fiction.
Then again, so is growing an arm so.]
you still in control when you turn into that?
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when it first happend- last night- i panicked and i wasn't
i'm afraid to try again and see if i will be
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ive heard of people waking up with powers before or new body parts.
but not transforming into something else entirely.
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i am, or will be
what should i do, Noah? i want to leave, but i don't know where to go
or where i *can* go
or what i would do after
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theres no need to jump to self-imposed exile yet.
first things first is figuring out what the fuck it is.
what caused you to transform last night?
do you remember?
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i was out walking, crossed a street... i think i almost got hit by a car again
everything after was all a blur
it felt more as if i- it? me?- were driven by instinct rather than thought
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ok 1st:
look both ways before you cross the fucking street.
2: so it was a near death experience? maybe the adrenaline triggered it. nearly getting hit would freak anyone out.
remember anything after that at all?
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2. 'i'll be safe and sane as long as i don't almost die' would be easy enough to accomplish
if it weren't for a fact that the last two weeks consisted of falling into the earth and nearly being torn apart by cats
i remember running- flying- fighting. time passed too quickly, like a dream, and i think i slept
and i woke up, as me
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itd be way easier to test this out if we could shove you in a hamster ball or something.
[You know, for science]
...almost sounds like how books describe werewolves.
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talk to me about werewolves? the full moon was last week. the wednesday
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not just woke up with a weird power.
oh
um
im not saying youre a werewolf
just sometimes they describe going into the wolf form, their memory is all blurry until they wake up the next morning
usually naked or in the woods or something.
i dunno ive been reading up on supernatural stuff since this all started.
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i woke up the same as always, clothes on my back intact and me unhurt
that aside,
did you learn anything so far? how to get rid of powers, or to suppress them?
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not having to replace your clothes every time you change is good.
[a small brightside, but still!!]
not really im afraid
general public still doesnt believe this stuff is real.
so its all either inconsistent or definitely made up.
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but yeah
it's hard to believe people don't believe about the supernatural
with dancing fruit and shrinking people
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i think thats just how its gonna be.
unless someone has the app, they wont think twice about the weird shit.
no matter what.
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ignorant of all the strange things, or at least not caring
people have been rejected from the app, haven't they? a police officer who moved out of town. the flower shop owner. i wonder why
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ignorance is bliss but knowledge is power.
so pick your poison i guess
and i dunno.
we dont even know why weve been chosen for the app, so how could we even start to guess why people have been kicked off?
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there's less variables with less people, so it would've been easier to learn about those removed
if only they remembered the app at all
i'll think about it more after i deal with more current problems
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or leave it for the lucky fucks who arent waking up with super freaky changes
but hey ryoji
i dunno what to do right now
but im still with you
were friends
okay?
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you don't have to do anything for me-
us being friends is enough
thanks, Noah
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if i can find a way im gonna help you.
i promise.
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alright. i'll hold you to that.
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cause im pretty fucking stubborn.