[Honestly, the reply from Noah, received several hours after Dante had sent the first message, is about as much as he could have expected. He's not looking to change Noah, not really. But Noah seems to him to see things in black and white, where Dante's world is full of gray areas that describe everything he's ever done. The world is more than that.]
look i said no armchair psychology this isn't about me and what i should be doing i'm doing just fine
but... you're right about ari, mostly. her mom still affects what she does and the decisions she makes
[Hadn't Ari even told him that when they'd gone street racing that first time? She'd been worried to go with him because of what her mother might do. Even though she's fighting, her mother's influence still affects her, still guides her to some degree. But still, she's fighting. Dante admires that about her too--it's like she's glowing with her own inner strength, and he's lucky enough to feel that glow warming his face like the sun.]
still, ari's special, that's for sure
but her mom's also different than mine, my folks aren't intentionally doing it. they just don't know how to do anything different and i'm not gonna ruin their lives just because they didn't know how to be good parents
[Because for everything he said above? He really does care for them. Even though she's his stepmother, Valerie's always treated him like her own, to the point where he calls her his mom. He's fond of his parents; looks back on playing the piano during sound checks with his father with pleasure. They're well-meaning parents, they just... aren't great ones. And that's okay.]
[Noah can't help but roll his eyes over on his end when he receives Dante's message. Probably a good thing this is text.]
oh yeah youre fine nothing says im fine like giving a manifesto about how "fine" you are.
of course her decisions are affected by her mom. but her decisions are also affected by the earths rotation. affected isnt the same as controlled. theres a difference.
and do you really think her mums intentionally driving her daughter away? i hate her and think shes a bitch. but even i know shes not a disney villain. just got some fucked up ideas about how things should be.
[Bianca had no love for him, and a huge reason he was so set on finding a job was because he knew every Alessandro dollar he spent was a dollar that could be used against him. Not to mention, he was very sure the moment Bianca found a way to disown him without causing a media circus, she'd do it. He had to be ready for that.
But even so, he knew that Bianca loved Ari in her own twisted way. She was just doing what she felt was the best way to protect herself and her family. Even if she did everything to treat Noah like shit and saw him as nothing, she was also willing to take care of her brother-in-law and provide him with whatever he needed. Noah couldn't forget that. ]
but whatever. youre not actually interested in that. youre interested in being right and proving youre better than me. because if youre right and better, you dont ever have to change. i can guess why but you said no armchair psychology. but guess what: i KNOW im fucked up. i KNOW i fuck up.
[That makes them two of a kind because Dante's rolling his eyes right back at Noah's reply. He tries to reach out and this is how it's received. This is why he doesn't bother being nice to people!]
do you always take things so literally no shit ari's mom isn't intentionally driving her daughter away my point is that our situations are similar but different. ari's mom's much worse than my parents are
[His parents might want him to be their perfect son, but they also aren't going around intentionally ruining people's lives, like the housekeeper Ari mentioned to him. They haven't done anything outright manipulative. Their worst "crime" is wanting to show him off. It's not their fault that he wants different things for himself than they do.]
and i sure as hell didn't come in here to say i'm better
but you don't want to hear it from me, you just want to keep that chip on your shoulder
so do what you want
[This is what he gets for trying to use a ~personal connection~ to help somebody. Fuck that. He's done.]
[Hey man he's not saying you need to sue your parents or condemn them. Just you know maybe, stand up for yourself more instead of just going along with it. But whatever. It's clear Dante's giving up, and he can't help but scoff at that remark.]
ha yep you got me. fuck yeah im keeping that chip on my shoulder. raging destroyer, thats me. no changing that. better hope i dont get powers like others have. i might just decide to level this fucking city.
[Yeah, nope. Dante glances at his phone when he gets the notification of Noah's message, skims it, then rolls his eyes and drops it back into his pocket. He doesn't even care about getting the last word any more. If Noah's response to him opening up is pull this shit, it just reinforces the reasons why he never does so in the first place.
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look i said no armchair psychology this isn't about me and what i should be doing i'm doing just fine
but... you're right about ari, mostly. her mom still affects what she does and the decisions she makes
[Hadn't Ari even told him that when they'd gone street racing that first time? She'd been worried to go with him because of what her mother might do. Even though she's fighting, her mother's influence still affects her, still guides her to some degree. But still, she's fighting. Dante admires that about her too--it's like she's glowing with her own inner strength, and he's lucky enough to feel that glow warming his face like the sun.]
still, ari's special, that's for sure
but her mom's also different than mine, my folks aren't intentionally doing it. they just don't know how to do anything different and i'm not gonna ruin their lives just because they didn't know how to be good parents
[Because for everything he said above? He really does care for them. Even though she's his stepmother, Valerie's always treated him like her own, to the point where he calls her his mom. He's fond of his parents; looks back on playing the piano during sound checks with his father with pleasure. They're well-meaning parents, they just... aren't great ones. And that's okay.]
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oh yeah youre fine
nothing says im fine like giving a manifesto about how "fine" you are.
of course her decisions are affected by her mom.
but her decisions are also affected by the earths rotation.
affected isnt the same as controlled.
theres a difference.
and do you really think her mums intentionally driving her daughter away?
i hate her and think shes a bitch.
but even i know shes not a disney villain.
just got some fucked up ideas about how things should be.
[Bianca had no love for him, and a huge reason he was so set on finding a job was because he knew every Alessandro dollar he spent was a dollar that could be used against him. Not to mention, he was very sure the moment Bianca found a way to disown him without causing a media circus, she'd do it. He had to be ready for that.
But even so, he knew that Bianca loved Ari in her own twisted way. She was just doing what she felt was the best way to protect herself and her family. Even if she did everything to treat Noah like shit and saw him as nothing, she was also willing to take care of her brother-in-law and provide him with whatever he needed. Noah couldn't forget that. ]
but whatever.
youre not actually interested in that.
youre interested in being right and proving youre better than me.
because if youre right and better, you dont ever have to change.
i can guess why but you said no armchair psychology.
but guess what:
i KNOW im fucked up.
i KNOW i fuck up.
but youre still not better.
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do you always take things so literally no shit ari's mom isn't intentionally driving her daughter away my point is that our situations are similar but different. ari's mom's much worse than my parents are
[His parents might want him to be their perfect son, but they also aren't going around intentionally ruining people's lives, like the housekeeper Ari mentioned to him. They haven't done anything outright manipulative. Their worst "crime" is wanting to show him off. It's not their fault that he wants different things for himself than they do.]
and i sure as hell didn't come in here to say i'm better
but you don't want to hear it from me, you just want to keep that chip on your shoulder
so do what you want
[This is what he gets for trying to use a ~personal connection~ to help somebody. Fuck that. He's done.]
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ha yep you got me.
fuck yeah im keeping that chip on my shoulder.
raging destroyer, thats me.
no changing that.
better hope i dont get powers like others have.
i might just decide to level this fucking city.
[ He's full of shit, but what does that matter? ]
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Sorry, Noah. Dante's out.]